Sunday, April 3, 2022

EXCLUSIVE: Legendary Rock and Roll Troubador Jim Messina Continues to Shine

Jim Messina - Photo by Barry Sigman

Jim Messina's contribution to rock and roll has been quietly profound. From his days engineering, producing and then joining the legendary Buffalo Springfield in the 1960's, to his years as co-founder of country-rock pioneers Poco, to his most identifiable role as half of 70's super-duo Loggins & Messina, to an enduring solo career, Messina has had a career filled with memorable musical moments. 


A skilled mixer, producer and musician, Jim's work ethic, calm confidence, songwriting skills, melodic sensibilities, spot-on guitar work and underrated singing voice have served him well in a career that has lasted more than 50 years.


In a generously in-depth interview from his home outside Nashville, where he's preparing to get back on the road, Jim shared nuggets from a lifetime of music. 


The years with Buffalo Springfield were perhaps the most exciting, he says, but also the most chaotic. Whenever you have Neil Young and Stephen Stills in the same room, you know you’re going to get both their genius and their fireworks.


"It was just a matter of being prepared for that opportunity. It was not my first rodeo, but it was a big record. I got along with them all," Jim says, adding that Young was the first member of the band that he met.


“I thought he was the producer," Jim says. "And Stephen was Stephen: always in the groove, always ready to go. He just wants to get things done. Richie [Furay] was writing songs and singing, but he couldn't read music, he needed more help. Each of the members of the band worked in very different ways." 


Buffalo Springfield
 Jim didn't realize just how difficult this collection of musicians were until he was deep into the recording process.  

"It was like herding cats. They never argued in front of me and they weren't disrespectful to me or to one another, but they weren't really interested in being in the same room with each other or in recording at the same time. It was just a personality thing,” Jim says.


Speaking of personality things, it was David Crosby who first introduced Jim to the band. "I’d known David for a while. We lived together in Santa Ynez. He is outspoken, he says what he wants to say, but you tolerate him out of respect," Jim says. 


"I don't know that he has ever admitted to being an asshole publicly. He was always kind to me, but he was unfiltered. Sometimes you just want to say, 'David, put a sock in it, please'. "


From his earliest musical years in a surf-rock band to today, Messina has never stopped learning and teaching. He continues to positively challenge himself, his fellow musicians and his audience in a gentle way. 


Through the chaos of three seminal rock and roll bands, Jim has remained cool, calm and kind. He's always been a token grownup in an industry that celebrates eternal adolescence.  


Even in a room with older professionals, Jim’s typically the one who chills people out and gets things done.


"I always wanted to do what I wanted to do. I felt I had to take control, but it was unconscious to me. Maybe I was a natural herder," he says. "I was always the guy who was there first, and I was always the last guy to leave and lock the doors. I always signed the contracts and made the deals. I mean, someone had to be responsible, right? I never really liked weed, it made me dizzy and paranoid. I just can't mix it.”


Jim, who'll be performing songs from his entire career at the Coach House in San Juan Capistrano, Calif., on Wednesday, April 20, never takes his charmed life and career for granted. He still enjoys the ride, and it shows every night he’s on stage.


Fellow musicians began to take notice of Jim Messina when he was an engineer at Harmony Recorders and Sunset Sound in Southern California. That's where he was first introduced to the Laurel Canyon crowd. Crosby asked Jim to record the first demo for a burgeoning folkie singer named Joni Mitchell. After that session, the Messina buzz spiked. 


The biggest break came in 1966 when Jim was hired to be the recording engineer on the Buffalo Springfield's second album, Buffalo Springfield Again. Young recruited Messina to work on several of the band's songs including "Broken Arrow."


A year later, Atlantic Records founder/president Ahmet Ertegun called Jim at 10 p.m. Jim’s time and asked him to produce the band’s third and last album. Messina without hesitation said yes. Not long after that, Jim replaced the departing Bruce Palmer as the band's bass player and headed out on tour with the band.

Poco

After Buffalo Springfield met its inevitable demise, Jim formed Poco with fellow Buffalo Springfield member and prolific singer-songwriter Furay. Poco, a band that continues to be absurdly left out of the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, essentially created the country-rock sound that would have an immeasurable influence on a generation of bands, most notably The Eagles.  


There would be no Eagles without Jim Messina and Poco. Nor would there be the country-rock sound that now largely defines the Nashville sound. 


Messina wrote “You Better Think Twice,” Poco's first hit single, and left Poco after three excellent albums and was hired as an independent producer with Columbia Records. He says he left the band because he just wanted to stay in one place for a while and work with musicians producing new records, which is one of his deepest passions. 


Jim also knew that the rock and roll lifestyle was creeping up on him and he wanted some sanity and calm. But that sanity and calm was soon to be replaced by shock and awe, in a good way. Those producing days at Columbia led him to a fateful meeting set up by the record label in late 1970 with a skinny but confident young singer-songwriter named Kenny Loggins.  


Jim, who was asked by the record company to produce Kenny's first record, invited Kenny to Jim's house in L.A. As they jammed in Messina's living room and got to know each other a little better, Messina began to realize the vastness of Loggins' potential. What a diversely talented guy Loggins really was, Messina thought.  


On that day and in the subsequent days, Jim helped Kenny stretch out, challenging Kenny's musical boundaries as well as his own as they both spread their wings.  


"'Danny's Song" and "House at Pooh Corner" were sweet songs, and his influences were largely folk artists. But I realized that Kenny had a real love for R & B," Messina recalls. "He worked at ABC-Dunhill as a songwriter, and he could do almost anything. He could sing like Elton John and Leon Russel. I was encouraged that he wanted to do something diverse."


Loggins & Messina
Messina, who likes producing music that crosses over genres for a more global effect, says that Loggins & Messina was built to be as musically broad as possible from the get-go. 

"We knew this would give us an opportunity to have real and sustained success and not be pigeonholed. And we were lucky. We were the recipients of a bit of good fortune in that radio stations were changing at the time. You could hear Janis Joplin and Earl Scruggs and Johnny Cash on the radio. The audiences were college students, they were educated and interested in what was new,” Jim says.


The two musicians meshed poignantly. The enthusiasm and positive on-stage vibe. The harmonies. The charisma. The dry wit. It all worked. This was a band with talent and personality. The name of that first album became Kenny Loggins with Jim Messina Sittin' In. But it ultimately became known simply as "Sittin' In."  


The band that Jim and Kenny brought in to record and tour as Loggins & Messina was a collection of all-star musicians who could effortlessly play multiple types of music and improvise. These musicians included bassist Larry Sims, drummer Merel Bregante, multi-instrumentalist and oboe and saxophone master Jon Clarke, and violinist/multireedist Al Garth.  


Loggins & Messina's subsequent ascent to the top of the charts was deeply gratifying for Messina. Over the next seven years, Loggins & Messina would become one of the most successful duos in rock history, to this day. The band released eight hit albums, had multiple hit singles and sold more than 16 million albums. And they never compromised, they continued to play songs in a variety of formats.  


The band created such songs as “Be Free,” “Thinking of You,” “Lahaina,” “Travelin’ Blues,” “Sailin’ the Wind,” “Peace of Mind,” “Changes,” “Your Mama Don’t Dance,” “Listen to a County Song,” “Golden Ribbons,” “My Music,” “Nobody But You,” and many more. 


Despite the band's enduring popularity, Loggins & Messina remains one of the most underrated bands of the rock era. Pretentious, tone-deaf music critics didn't embrace the group's smart, melodic and eclectic sound nearly as generously as they should have. But the public did. So did musicians. So did radio programmers, both FM and AM. And so did concert audiences, who were consistently blown away by the band's energetic live shows.


The Loggins & Messina experiment dabbled in rock, pop, country, jazz, singer-songwriter, folk, Jamaican and more. L&M carved out a niche that was just right for those introspective times. The extended jams on "Vahevala" and "Angry Eyes," for example, were ethereal, improvisational, jam band-ish, melodic, and they rocked. 


But of course like most good things, Loggins & Messina came to an end in 1976. It was not a surprise. Everyone knew that Kenny was destined to pursue a solo career, which he did, of course.


Jim's subsequent solo years produced some of the best work of his career. The first album Jim released after he and Loggins said their goodbyes was Oasis in 1979. A superb record, Oasis, which was recorded at Santa Barbara Sound Recording in Santa Barbara, Calif., is filled with brilliantly conceived songs with a Latin jazz feel.


Jim explains: "The record was largely Latin jazz, but with a rock base. The record sold around 150,000 copies, people liked it, and it would have sold a lot more but the record company decided not to support it. A record executive told me he didn’t like it because it didn't sound enough like Loggins and Messina, and he stopped supporting it. I dropped dead and said, 'You've got to be kidding me, I spent $400,000 of my own money to promote that record'!" 


This was of course a classic example of a music business "suit" making a decision about music that he was simply unqualified to make. It happens all the time, to this day. But this was a particularly egregious and infuriating example given Jim's following, musical pedigree and talent. These were fantastic songs that deserved an appropriately positive and aggressive publicity effort. The record was basically shelved.


But what matters most is that it was a tremendous record, a groundbreaking album that has aged remarkably well. Oasis showed, again, what a talented and diverse songwriter Jim is. Ask anyone who's actually listened to Oasis. The songs stay with you: “Seeing You For the First Time,” “Do You Want to Dance,” “A New and Different Way,” “Talk to Me,” “Free to be Me,” “Love is Here,” “Waitin’ On You,” “Is This Lovin’ You Lady,” and “The Magic of Love."


The record label's decision was understandably hard for Jim to accept. 


"The record label executives just need to do a better job of getting to know you, your successes, all sides of you as an artist," Jim says. "Look at Loggins & Messina. Look at the musical diversity we had. The record label guys need to understand that an artist is going to come out with something new and different from time to time. Elvis took risks, so did Sinatra."


The executive who decided to ignore Oasis was, Jim says, "Just not right for that job. He was incompetent. He cost us a lot of time, effort, money and our audience."


While Oasis deserved a much better fate, I am happy to say that I discovered it the first week it was released. And, well, so did my neighbors. I had been waiting eagerly for Jim’s first post-L&M effort, and I wasn’t disappointed. The record was released at a perfect time in my life. I had just moved to Santa Barbara from the Midwest to attend college. Jim was also living in Santa Barbara at the time. Oasis was the soundtrack of my first year in California.


A year or so later, Jim signed a new contract with Warner Brothers and released his second solo album, Messina. It, too, was tremendous, and it was a bit more eclectic, with rock, folk, jazz and more Latin. Two years later, Jim released One More Mile, which was more of a rock-focused album. 


Each of Jim's three solo records in the 1980's was filled with outstanding songs and superb musicians. But Jim has never released a record that wasn't well produced, well written and well played. 


And he’s always tried to get along with the people with whom he's worked. Egos are an inherent part of fame, but Jim never seemed caught up in his own success or in the hoopla of rock and roll. He just loves the process of making music. 


Jim keeps a relatively low public profile, but he's never really been out of the spotlight. He still tours regularly and his shows sell out. But he gets back home every couple of weeks. Family matters to him.


Jim, who is also an accomplished painter, says he is "still enjoying discovering who I am, where I've been and most significantly, where I'm going."


Of all the things that have happened in Jim's career, though, perhaps the coolest and most heartwarming thing has been his reunions with Loggins. It took a while, but it was worth the wait.


In 2005, Jim and Kenny reunited for the first time and went back out on the road, as I wrote for San Diego Magazine. This happened after 30-plus years apart. They enjoyed a hugely successful nationwide reunion tour that produced a CD and DVD entitled Live: Sittin' In Again at the Santa Barbara Bowl


At the time, Jim revealed the original master analog recordings that he had produced and mixed for Loggins and Messina at Columbia Records, which became The Best: Sittin' in Again.


The duo reformed again in 2009 for an extensive tour. It was another big success.


Both Jim and Kenny have admitted that they really were not close friends during the 1970's when they made musical history together. The real offstage friendship came years later, and it is still going strong. 


On July 15 and 16, Loggins & Messina will ride again when they appear at the Hollywood Bowl in what promises to be an emotional concert for the ages. 


Jim is justifiably proud of his musical accomplishments. But he should have been inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame not once, not twice, but three times!


Hear me out:


*  Jim should have been included when the Buffalo Springfield was inducted back in 1997. Jim played a huge roll in the band as a full-fledged member, as well as a producer and engineer.


*  Poco, a hugely influential and creative band, also should have been inducted into the RRHOF years ago for being arguably the most influential country-rock band of them all,as I mention above. Three members of the band have been inducted into the Hall as members of other bands (Furay with Springfield, and Randy Meisner and Timothy Schmit with The Eagles).


*  Loggins & Messina definitely should have been inducted into the RRHOF many years ago for obvious reasons. They have been eligible since 1998.


But there is no bitterness about any of this from Messina. He’s not the kind of guy who you will ever find sitting on a dusty couch obsessing about what could and should have happened in his music career. 


He's too busy playing music, painting, and spending time with his family. Life is good for this legendary troubador. 


“I was given a lot of responsibility in my career. And it came early,” Jim says. “I just didn't want to violate the trust I was given. For me, it's always been about the work. It’s always been about the music.”

Wednesday, March 16, 2022

My Message To Teen And Young Adult Cancer Patients & Survivors: You Are Not Your Cancer!

This is the first installment of a series in partnership with Teen Cancer America on teens & young adults with cancer. An educational grant from Seagen made this possible. 

This year has been a graphic reminder of the pain, sadness and fragility of life. It's been a tragic year so far, of course, with the violence spreading in Eastern Europe. 

But with COVID-19 backing off in recent months in the United States, this new year has also given us an opportunity to exhale and get reacquainted with the life we lived pre-pandemic.

For me, 2022 marks two epic milestones in my life. It was 25 years ago that I married the love of my life. It was also 25 years ago that I was diagnosed with stage IV non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. Talk about your highs and lows! 

Just days before I began my cancer treatment, my then-girlfriend Gabriela and I tied the knot in a no-frills wedding at the San Diego County building in Downtown San Diego. Not to get Dickensian on you, but it really was the best of times and the worst of times.

The surgical biopsy was the worst day. As I lay silent, scared and shaking in that cold, antiseptic surgery recovery room, the ear, nose and throat doctor told me that I had lymphoma and that I should schedule an appointment with an oncologist immediately. 

A few weeks earlier I had visited the E.N.T. doc's office to check out a walnut-sized lump on my neck about three inches to the left and below my Adam's Apple. I ignored it for too long. I just didn't think it could possibly be serious. I was 34 years old when I first felt it. 

I was in an age bracket that I cluelessly thought had nothing to fear in terms of cancer. While cancer did briefly cross my mind when I first discovered the lump, I quickly dismissed it. Not possible, I thought. I'm just too healthy and too young. Boy was I wrong. 

When the doctor initially did a needle biopsy of the lump, it came back "inconclusive." But when I came into the exam room he was holding a folder on which the word LYMPHOMA was written in large type, all caps. He already had a good idea what it was. 

Obviously I wasn't meant to see that folder. My heart started beating super fast. Tears welled up in my eyes."Oh, shit," is all I could say. He reassured me it wasn't definite, and that only the surgical removal of the swollen lymph node would tell us for certain. 

When he entered post-op, with no emotion on his face and in a monotone voice, he said, "Mr. Reno, you have lymphoma. I'll contact the oncologist," and walked out. Yes, he flunked Bedside Manner 101. But no matter how he would have given me the news my response would have been the same.

I shed more than a few tears that day. I thought my life was over. Throughout the cancer diagnostic process, in fact, I kept thinking it was a bad dream from which I would awaken. At other times, I honestly believed they had the wrong guy and that they were looking at the wrong chart.

But it was real. And it was hard to accept. I was 35 years old, living on the beach in San Diego and engaged to the girl of my dreams. I was a multi-sport athlete who had landed my dream job as a correspondent with Newsweek. I didn't smoke. I was very health-conscious and in great physical shape. I surfed in Hawaii and played tennis and basketball regularly. I was healthy, and happy.

After undergoing all the subsequent obligatory scans and tests, the oncologist gave me the official diagnosis: Stage IV follicular non-Hodgkin's lymphoma. It was bad. There was a frighteningly large tumor in my nasal pharynx, which explained why I sometimes had headaches and dizziness. I just dismissed that as stress from working so hard.

There were also tumors in my neck, abdomen and pelvis. The oncologist said I would be fortunate to live five years if I was lucky. That's pretty tough news to take when you're 35 and your whole life is ahead of you.

I started chemotherapy a few days after Christmas. But not before my girlfriend, Gabriela, and I got married. Needless to say, it was the most bittersweet day of my life. I was so scared of the chemo and of dying. But I was so overjoyed that Gabby had chosen to be my wife as I headed down this dark road. She insisted that we get married before I begin the treatment.

There is one thing I know for sure: I would not be alive today without Gabby's love these last 25 years. I am even more in love with her today than I was the day we recited our vows and I prepared to start chemo.

We had a big, bold Gatsby-themed wedding planned for the following April, but we canceled that and instead did the no-frills wedding. Just me, my wife, and my sister, Michele Reno Brown. 

The chemo was even worse than I feared. It was brutal for me. Thankfully, not everyone gets as sick as I did. But I got through it. And I kept working, at least through most of it. I've never really stopped working since I was diagnosed with cancer.

My Roller Coaster Life Since the Diagnosis

Since my initial diagnosis, the cancer has recurred, a couple times. I've fought it off with a combination of integrative/holistic things and traditional pharmaceutical treatments. 


I opted to enroll in a clinical trial of an experimental radio-immunotherapy treatment for lymphoma called Bexxar, which, along with all the dietary, lifestyle and supplemental things I was doing put me in remission and saved my life.

There have been a lot of high highs and some low lows in the past 25 years. I've had many difficult health issues related to the cancer, including blood clots that entered my lungs and almost killed me. But I'm still here. 

And of course the highest high was when our daughter Mandy Reno was born.

It's impossible to adequately explain what it feels like to have a child after thinking it would never happen because of a serious illness. It has been the single most inspirational thing of my life to watch our daughter grow up and spread her wings. I am so proud of her. It has been pure joy.

During this roller coaster ride, I've learned a lot about myself and about human nature. That is, the good, the bad and the ugly in our nature. Perhaps the most surprising and troubling thing I've learned is that in the eyes of some folks, even those you love and who love you and who mean well, you at some point become your cancer.

Despite all the successes you have post-diagnosis, despite all the things you overcome, including sickness, anxiety, fear, physical pain and emotional turmoil, people eventually stop differentiating between you and your illness, especially if you got your cancer at a young age. 

Because, you know, cancer is just for old folks, right?

Some people conclude that if you're sick when you are still young, that is the choice you made, that is just who you are. You essentially become your illness. 

If you're unable to do something in your life, whether it's taking your daughter to school or attending a family reunion or wedding of a close friend or you name it, some people in your life inevitably no longer think it's because you were dealt this bad hand. They just see it as your choice.

People often see you for your inabilities. They blame you, not your illness, for things you can not do. It's not a conscious or mean-spirited thing. It is I think largely involuntary. It's human nature, I guess. And it is based largely on fear, as most of our prejudices are. On some level, everyone's afraid of getting cancer.

We're Still Here!

So, for every cancer patient and survivor or anyone reading this who has battled any serious illness, and specifically to the teen and young adult cancer patients out there, I want you to please remind yourself of these very important words:  

You are not your illness!

You didn't ask for any of this. You don't deserve any of this. You are not to blame for any of this. And it is not your fault that sickness and pain sometimes prevent you from doing the things you want or even need to do or being who you want to be. 

You are not the things you can't do. You are in fact all the amazing things you can do and have done despite being sick and in pain -- no matter how small or inconsequential they might seem to someone who has never battled serious illness or chronic pain. 

Despite being scared, despite being in physical pain, despite everything, you are still here. From the moment you hear those words, "You have cancer," you are a survivor. And everyone who has ever heard those words is my hero. 

Cancer strikes people of all ages. And many cancers are in fact on the rise in adolescents and young adults, who are also now referred to as AYA's.

Teens and young adults with cancer live in an in-between space. They aren't really comfortable in a chemo room with much older adults, and they are equally uncomfortable in the pediatric area with little children.

This is one of the many things that is being addressed by Teen Cancer America, a dynamic, outstanding cancer organization that has built facilities in more than 45 American hospitals that give this teen and young adult age group a place in the hospital that is just for them.

Simon Davies, Executive Director of Teen Cancer America, sends this message of hope:

"Our Co-founder Roger Daltrey, the lead singer of The Who, says that adolescent and young adult (AYA) specialized cancer programs and services should be a right, not a privilege. This age group faces unique challenges in life and in their cancer experience. They have been largely ignored over the years - lumped in with small children in pediatric hospitals or with the elderly in adult hospitals. Thanks to Teen Cancer America and other champions, this is gradually changing. However, we need to keep advocating to get young people the treatment and services that they truly deserve, so that we can improve their outcomes and survival."

Davies added, "We are fortunate to have Jamie Reno as a friend and an ally in our journey. With the support of an educational grant from Seagen, we are commissioning Jamie to write about and inform the public of the many complex issues that affect young people with cancer. This will be a dynamic, year-long series that explores the highs and lows that affect young people with cancer. And the right place to start is Jamie's own extraordinary story." 

Reaching Out To My Fellow Patients & Survivors

I am proud to be working with Teen Cancer America on this ten-part series. It comes at a perfect time for me. This year, as I enjoy an extended celebration of my 25 years with my soulmate and 25 years of survival, I want to express my admiration and love to all my fellow cancer survivors. 

And I want to send specific love and congratulations to anyone who's battled massive chronic pain. It isn't easy.  

I remain a relentless optimist. I proudly spend most of my time now writing about cancer, in my journalism and my books. I am also an advocate for cancer patients and their families and I have created multiple educational initiatives for my fellow patients. 

I am especially honored to be writing this series of stories about teens and young adults with cancer. And I want to thank Seagen for supporting this series.

This is the first of ten in-depth stories on the unique issues that teen and young adult cancer patients face. We will touch on a broad range of issues that affect the lives of teens and young adults with cancer. 

I want to hear from you. I sincerely want your input. 

Contact me directly at jreno@san.rr.com

Meanwhile, don't cry for me. Even though I'm still in physical pain, I love being alive and I try not to feel sorry for myself. I am profoundly grateful for my life.

I am not my illness!